Sunday, August 2, 2009

album dari hati : episod 8~


k.A.w.A.n j.A.n.G.a.N m.A.i.N a.P.i..

smlm nga sedap2 ak tido, tetibe enset yg ak x bape gemar kalernye tuh berbunyi.. "bla.bla..bla.. happy friendshipday.."..pastu nga ak duk menghadap laptop yg ak sgt gemar kalernye neh, msuk lg satu msg.."bla..bla..bla..selamat ari persahabatan sedunie!".. pastu ade lg la beberape msg yg same jenis dengannye.. ape yang ak nk pk sbnrnye ek.. kawan? sape sbnrnye kwn? cam soklan bodo2 je kn.. tp adekah sume kawan itu sbnrnye btol2 kawan.. itu soklan yg sgt2 subjektif.. ak tinggalkan soklan tu kat sape2 yg terbace post neh utk dipkir2 kn..

korang mesti penah dgr ayat neh kn..

No man is an island

maksudnye : Human beings do not thrive when isolated from others.

sbnrnye utk album dari hati kali neh ak nk cite pasal satu kesah idop ak ngan seorg kwn yg sbnrnye x bape ak anggap kwn..kes neh time ak kt matrik melake dolu2.. kire ketike zaman ke"remaja"an la kononnye..ak mengaku ak mmg bkn seorg yg bek sgt even ramai owg yg ingat ak cam bek je.. i'm just normal person k.. have my own weakness..huhu..and my biggest weakness is..( kwn2 yg rapat ngan ak mesti taw).. i'm a streotypic person that loves to judges others by their appearances.. especially for the first impression and that will be my entire-life-conclusion to that person..hurm..dunno why i've these childish kind of behavior~

nak dijadikan cite..klas practicum ak, dak laki x bape nk rapat..so kalo dlm kuliah tu mmg duk bersepah..ak pon mmg xleh nk duk ngan sorg dak praktikum ak tu..terlalu shuke menyakitkan ati ak.. xtaw la dye sngaje ke pe..owg melake mmg mcm tu kot..da kua ayat pedas muke sempoi je.. dan ak tercampak kt kelompok dak2 skema+dak2 cine duk kt depan skali..x taw sbb pe.. sbb muke ak ade chinese look kot..wakaka..

mule2 duk situ, ak x bckp lgsg..nk ckp pe ngan diowg tu..ak diam je la..diam sbb ak tertido pon boley jd gak..diam dan diam dan diam smpi la dak sbelah ak tu@dye duk aras bwh ak ter"tego"..dan silap besa la..
penah tgk x cite "jangan tegur"? mcm tu la ak..kalo da start berckp xhenti2 la jwb nye..(tp ramai plak yg ckp ak pendiam, tu ak pelek gak)..yg jd kes nye, budak tu.."f"(bukan name betol) cam kakak2 sket.. jalan menyotong je..pastu membebel cam makcik2..so mcm mne la ak x ter"kutuk" dye..huhu..

bile kat depan dye, ak cam bek je.. tp kat bilik..ktowg satu bilik mimik gaye dye pastu ketawe terbahak2 cam kene rasuk setan..kalo ingat balik mmg hipokrit tol! satu lg.. dye cam ter"berangan" yg dye cam supermodel terkenal..tyra banks..huuh..mmg jadi bahan ktowg satu bilik la.. roomate2 ak plak cam ckp konon2nye ktowg ade pape la..eeyy!! tapi dye xtaw..makin lame dye cam mkin bek.. belanje ak mkn la, belikan ak hadiah la..wat ak jadi mkin x selesa..( myb dye mmg ade hati kt ak kot..no comment la..)

smpai la satu ari..rahsie ktowg terbongkar..bile dye ternampak note yg ak tulih kt dinding pasal "pujian" ktowg kt dye..(nape la ak bodo sgt tampal bende tu kt dinding?)..cube korang bygkn..cane rasenye bile korang taw org yg korg anggap best fren sbnrnye pure2 je kwn ngan korg.. mmg muke dye serta merta berubah..even he tried to hide it but it really shown that he was hurted.. dye blah je pastu..

ak da antar mesej mintak maaf..dan dye balas.."bla..bla..bla..ak xkan maafkan ko smpi ak mati pon!!!".. huih..rase bersalah menimpa2 atas bahu ak neh..even he is means nothing to my life but i am really regret after what i've done to him..i was put his sincerity of friendship to the level that it not supposed to be.. until now i am really2 regret. i always thought why people love to hurt my feeling but at the same, i dun realize that i just same like them..we dun have the right to underestimate other people and treat them with second class treatment. i am really really sorry..

and from the bottom of my heart, i dun meant to do that..it just the way i want to get fun..although it was absolutely wrong.. f, i will remember every moment we share together we spend together. thanks for had being such a really really nice human to me.. thanks bro!

p/s : this post is dedicated to mr.F..sorry dude.. and not forget to all my friends from primary, secondary, matriculation, in this campus or not matter they will be..thanks god i've u guys.. thanks coz want to be my friend.=)

17 comments:

fairuz said...

kejamnye kau.. ish3 kesian dak tu. aq sgt bersimpati ngan dia. but at least you've realized of your wrong doings. pliz do not do it again ok!

nasevh said...

hurm..
ntah la..
kalo ingt blik,
ak pon cam disgust with my own behaviour..
very hipocrite..
but what to do..
i just ordinary human..
sighnifying nothing..
(ntah betol ke xntah yg ak mencarot neh..hahaha)

cambesje said...

wa~~~ jahat jugak ko ek~~~

xkesah la dia sotong ke udang ke, tp dia tetap manusia..
wpun sebenarnya aku rse org mcm dia lebih bek dr lelaki sebenarnya~~

nasevh said...

urm..
tu ak xle sure la..
kalo nk kate dye lg bek dri laki2 yg normal kn..
byk gak je ak dgr dye kutuk owg..
tp ntah la..manusie bese kn..
ade yg lebey..ade yg krg..

ko bru taw ke ak neh jahat..haha.
adoyai~kdg2 blog neh wat ak mkin terbwk2 ngan dunie kefalsampahan ak.
kdg2 meluat gak bace..
kihkihkih

kwnYgbaeek~ said...

haish~ oit,kawan!!
nk wish ag skali~
HEPY FWENSHIP DAY!! haha~
eyh,xsgke lak rpenye kejam juge kamoo neh nas..sadesnye kalo kne cmtu..huhu~
btw,seterok2 manusia pon,akn ade skelumit prasaan dye tuk memaafkn..so,nxt tym jage prasaan owg laen b4 doin sumthin k? *mule mengarut* =)

nasevh said...

hurm..
hahaha..(cam xpatot je ak ktawe neh)
sbnrnye x niat pon nk rendah2kn martabat dye..xde mksud ape2 pon.. ak anggp tu cume gurauan ktowg satu blik..
wlu mcm mne pon ia tetap bede yg sgt salah kn..
hrp2 dye mahapkn ler..=)

happy frenshipday gak tuk kwn ak sowg neh yg sgt3 ler baekknye..
jgn lupe mkn obat ek.nnt selesema agi~

Richeal Phil @ Ritz ^-^ said...

friends come from many world! just accept who they are!
Salam!

~iceq~ said...

f??..trigt lak kt anak org tu..kui2~

papepn..next time dont repeat the same stupid mistake..mnyesal pn klo bwat lg xde gunanyer babe..

nie lak pesanan penaja-sebaiknyer jgn kutuk org yg baik ngn kita sbb dari c2,kita akn rasa perasaan bersalah yg sgt berat..=)

nasevh said...

ritz~
yes.. i do really regret what i've done to him..really hope he will forgive me..

nasevh said...

iceq~
anak sape pulak urup f?
sape plak yg da beranak..hahaha

betol2..
wat bek ngan owg yg bek ngan kte..
wat jahat cume ngan owg yg wat taek ngan kte je..
cam tu ek?=)

kwnYgbaeek~ said...

yer..ku memg baeekk~
[mule perasan ;p]
insyALLAH..sume owg deserve 4giveness~ huhu~
oBat? sesema? menatang apekh itu?
mane der sesema...batok 20 min skali jer tggL~ haha!!
next pOst pLiz..lalala~

nasevh said...

abeh la kalo dye stat mengakoo
dak bek..
hehe..
xpe..anda mmg seorg yg baek pon..
diakui oleh cap sirim lg..
hahaha..
batuk ak cam bek..
cam x..
cam biskot chipsmore..haha..

next post?
ak xde idea la nk wat psl pe..
ko kasi la idea..
hehe

kwnYgbaeek~ said...

waaahhh~
siRim pOn menGakuiNye? iNi suDa baGoss~ haha!

idea? hurmm...
lu pk ar sNirik~ haha~
baek ku yg jd bLogger gNi..hua3x~

nasevh said...

hehe..
nape x caye ke..
k tmbah lg 1..
juge dperakui oleh MQA..
hahaha..

sila la mjd blogger..
hihi..
ak sgt2 menggalakkan nye..
haha

Richeal Phil @ Ritz ^-^ said...
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~iceq~ said...

haha..ad la anak org tu..kui2~~

nasevh said...

ADOYAI~
sape pulak la yg udah beranak tu..
x menyempat seyh..
wakaka..
jgn anak ko da la line..=)